ॐ सांई राम
Last night in my dreams, I saw a old man who looks like Sai Baba, but was looking very sad, his bones are visible clearly, and also his lungs, his eyes was filled with tears, and his hands were shivering, in one hand he held a bowl, and a large bag on his shoulder in another hand he had satka, and his bag was teared, by watching him like this, my heart feels scared, i ask what happened Baba, what you had done with your self? with lots of sorrow he said, what can I tell u, my believers said me what kind of things, i feel ashamed to tell u, someone said, I had ditched him a lot, and someone said because of me, he is suffering in pain, someone said I keep their, life empty, and someone said I had given, them this sorrow, no one sees what I feel, how would I explain, every thing is because of their karma, how would I make them understood, still I try to, to take their pain with me, whatever they have to go through, I will bear them all, listening all these painful words, me heart breaks all a lot, having all these blaming on me, my soul keeps shivering, now i am calming myself, why I came to this world, to cut all the pain of my believers, why I had body of a man, the pain that my believers gave to me, brings my heart broken, having their sins on me, my body becomes week, with every pain of my, I carry it very quietly, I am the snatcher of their pain, and i am the giver of their happiness, still my believers thinks that, I am their cause of sorrow, they just want joy form me, at every time and at any cost, by seeing Baba's this condition, my heart also broken, and my whole body, I also feels his pain, at Baba's feet, I cried very hard, please Baba forgive me, I am having no body instead of you, they do not know anything Baba, who says all these things, may be they are scared of their troubles, We all want only this Baba that, you do something only this, whenever we called you, just came to us, more them all this, we do not money, fame and respect, if u want to give us something, just take us to your respected feet.
Om Sai Ram
